I feel there is an increasing sense of spiritual warfare in my family. I don't know if it is just me, but I feel a rising sense of urgency. My brother seems to be doing everything he can to try to convince my siblings that there is no substance to the story of Jesus and that science (although, not bad in itself) is the only thing that can be trusted.
How would you suggest I handle this issue?
I am not so much worried about my siblings and family being exposed to hard ideas so much as I am worried about their inability to deal with those hard ideas and jump to untrue conclusions.
I talked with my brother yesterday about different things concerning Jesus and society, but it didn't go as well as I hoped it would. I can tell that there is more than just intellectual problems for him, though. Even though he was denying God right in front of me, he could not do it without tears in his eyes and a shaking voice. A lot of ideas seem to include violence and anger.
It is very difficult for me to deal with personally, as well. I saw that you had some of C.S. Lewis' novels at your house. I don't know if you have read the Space Trilogy, but I feel like Random facing an unfair and insurmountable task. If that makes no sense; basically, it feels too much for me. It feels like it would be very hard to get past my brother's anger and ideas that he has set into his mind.
What I know so far: Prayer and love.
The only way to defeat the Devil is love. Genuine love is something no one can argue with. I also think prayer will be big. Prayer for myself (for love and wisdom) and well as for my family (also for wisdom); that God would guide them even if they don't know it. Also, that God would reveal His love to my brother.
I wonder if this is what it feels like all the time when you are on the missions field.
Hard questions are also difficult for me to deal with personally, sometimes. Lately, I have been having my own doubts, as well. Basically questions concerning the historical details of Jesus and old religions. It goes through my head, "what if everything I have hoped in is all nothing?" But, at the same time, there is too much about Jesus that makes sense.
Any thoughts or suggestions would be appreciated.