Bio (v.2.0)

[Murphy]

Hello all. I wish to go more in depth about my persona so in the words of Marshi, "Look lively...LOOK LIVELY!"

Ok I wash born on January 26th, 1988 at 9:18 am. My mom was only eighteen and so yeah she lived in colorado but couldn't support herself and a baby so she moved in with my grandmother. I don't remeber living with her but I do remeber I spent most of my childhood at her house. My mom got married when I was like one to Tom. He took care of me and he still does. He isn't my biological father but he's more important to me than my biological father (Jaimie) will ever be. My mom and Dad had a rocky relationship. My Dad was still in his party days and so he drank alot. I don't think my mom liked it. Plus he was stricter on us then my mom would have liked. Us being me and my brother Josh he was born September 26th 1990 we'll talk about him later. My mom was at School and she had a job and my dad had a job to so most of the time I'd be alone. I used to remeber waking up at like four when i was little just so I could see my dad before he left. Well eventually they divorced and we moved to an apaartment complex in South Pheonix. We didn't have very good neighbors. This was when I first found out that Tom wasn't my Dad. I think my mom told me that I didn't have to go ovr there so my Dad's feelings would get hurt. I know it worked. But by this time he had gotten together with Michelle. She brought in my sister Ashley (Yes she has the same name as me) who was born September 19th 1990 and my step-brother Josh (Yes he has the same name as my brother) I only met him once cause he ran away so I don't even remeber when he was born. Well anyway back to the neighbors, my mom became a haven for two women in our complex. I only remeber one of their names but i remeber Everything about their stories. One of them, the one whom I can't remeber had four psycho kids and one extremley psycho husband. He would always beat her up and she'd run over to our apartments and we'd lock the door and her husband would bang on the door and scream at my mom to let her out. Eventually she moved away and we lost contact. The other, the other was Julie, with her son Jared and her soon to be born daughter Jacie. Things got so bad that when we moved, she moved in with us. He came to our house once. Her husband found out where she was at after she left and followed her. He came to our house and he almost hit me when he threw a beer bottle. After that my mom told her she had to leave. She helped her with the legal stuff and helped her and we still talk but I miss Jared and Jacie so much. This was all around the second third grade time period. Well in fourth grade I got my very first letter from Jaimie. Man did that screw with my head. I had forgotton by then that Tom wasn't my real Dad. I got really depressed and tried to kill myself. In fourth grade can you imagine? I don't remeber why I stopped. But I was proably scared. In fifth grade I met my first real friend. Chelsea. Oh my gosh what fun we had together! Everything started going normal by fifth grade. Amazing how one friend can change everything. It started with just one friend but by the end of the year I had somehow collected my own possie and a boyfriend. Oh fifth grade was grand. Sadly Chelsea moved back to Colorado afterwards. We tried to keep in touch and for two summers she'd come and visit me but...You know how it goes. In sixth grade I met Sarah and my baby brother Saxon was born (I'll come back to him). She was the friend I've kept the longest. We were the odd ducklings in our class. We obsessed over fantasy and really random things like porcupines badgers and platipi. We stayed best friends all the way till last year. Anyways, seventh grade was...was hell for me. I got bullied so much. I got into atheism for a while because I was so hurt by what my peers did to me. I began to cut. I stopped but still... eighth grade was better than seventh although that is when I told some people about my problem. They all freaked out about it even though I hadn't done it in a year. I met Nick Brandon and Micheal in eighth grade too. Nicke became my first serious boyfriend, and all four of us are still good friends. Ninth grade is when Sarah and I stopped becoming friends but other than that it is where Jhonson and Squishy came into my life. Now never have their been any two crazier kids. Jhonson, well there is alot wrong with her and she put me down and herself down alot and well i don't really feeel at liberty discussin her ya? Let's just say we got into some crazy **** together. Squishy, ah Squishy is a sweet-heart. We still talk. She is the funniest person I've ever met. Ninth graded though I had some self-seteem issues so i thought about killing myself, but Saxon saved me. He is, literally, what I live for.

Ok I told you I'd get back to my brother so Here we go. Josh and I are so alike it's scary. The only difference is agression. I get mad but I play games with you. He gets mad and he stabs you or tries to strangle you. Speaking from experience. We get along perfectly now. We've calmed down so much. We still have spats but I can proudly say he hasn't tried to cause me any serious harm in about three years.

This year I met Dirge (Lauren) She is the best friend I've ever had. she dosen't put me down, she listens and offers a response. And even though I know I'm embarassing her, I have to give her a shout out cause she's become so important to me. Ashiteru Lauren-Chan!

That's my life, while it hath nothing of my interests it will haff to suffice I s'pose. Yeah so Remeber EAT MORE CHIKIN!!!!!!!!

[Spiritsword]

Wow, you have been through a lot more than I knew, Murphy. You must be a very strong person having dealt with all that. I'm so glad that you've come to join us at CAA! You never cease to make me laugh with your warped sense of humor and creative posts.

Hope to see you around the forums for a long time to come!

Spiritsword

[Dirge]

OH MY GOD ASHLYNN I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!! *squeezes her until bones start cracking and she starts screaming in agony because she cant breath*
T.T I didnt know that much about you- that must have been hard to get out- many ppl luv you ashlynn!! and you dont embarrass me, I'm just hiding in the shadow of my own self doubt!! (arent I pathetic?!)
The way you are everyday is what makes my day, if your down, then my day is sure to be crap- but when your hyper I always have fun ~thats why I love yew so much~
Dont let teh Ted-ness get to you so much- he's down the whole more than we think- I know he's just acting happy most of the time, just give him a chance to cool off, if you guys dont get along I guess you shouldnt try to, but it makes stuff for me a little more complicated. But I dont want you to have to go through crap if he's really causing all of that. (not that that has ANYTHING to do with the bio)
wow, my self esteem is just rocketing today, you say you love me, andy calls me a beached whale (that actually made my self esteem go down) you read me that awesome heart tearing note that you never gave me (and I love yew forever) and then you write really awesome stuff about me in your bio!!
--self esteem reading: 97.3%--
now if I only had chris... v.v
I love yew see you at school unless I'm suddenly impaled with flesh eating weasles or attacked by angry ticks that come from someone's NIPPLES! *moo*

[true_noir_chloe]

Hey Murphy, between you and Dirge I never stop laughing. You two are so witty and clever. I'm glad you're here at CAA. I don't really know what to say because it will pale in your life story, since you've been through so much at such a young age. You probably wouldn't believe such a straight arrow as myself has been through maybe more. Anyhoos, don't each too much chicken the cows will feel neglected.

[EireWolf]

*tackles an unsuspecting chicken in your honor*

Welcome!

[Murphy]

Uh...Eirie...I've been here for..a..uh....while...now. Oh just to let you know I'm not like this huge self-pitty-er-thing. I just like people to know that so they can understand my theory in things : Life's better with love, patience, and AN EVIL BIG BIRD TO SALUGHTER YOUR FOES , I uh...I mean patience...

[true_noir_chloe]

Murphy, maybe you ought to tell people who you used to be. It was Lain Iwakura, wasn't it? The girl who wrote the beautiful poetry - I remember.

[Murphy]

Oh yeah I forgot!

[Dirge]

HA! silly yew
*poke*

[Murphy]

Why does this keep happening to me! *Cries*

[CAAOutkast]

In Any Case, Murphy, We're Praying For Ya.


Steve

[Murphy]

...Uh.....ok.............