God does miracles. He puts us through the worst of times so that we can come out strong.
Volt, I can relate with your story when I was little (boutt he same age), I felt the same way (with homosexuallity)but I don't when but I just slipped away from it. I guess I was to little to understand it. That's a stage we go through in our life (forget what it's called) where we do discover ourselves and our body. I learned that in Psychology class and I won't go in more bout it. Kinda...sick but anyways...
God puts us through challeneges and then helps us out so we become stronger. I've almost commited suicide several times. I was so close to it that I was in a tree and had a noose around my neck and I was about to jump. I was in the postion but something was holding me down for some odd reason. Some people might think, oh you wanted to but you wouldn't. I just felt sick of life and I seriously hated myself, everyone as well. But as I was bout to jump, I could feel something physically holding me down...Could of been God and his Angels. I know it wasn't a demon cause well...that was the dmeon inside of me..telling me to kill myself.
That was my last attempt to kill myself (Ive tried 3 other times but still failed). I told my parents and I repented my sin. Now because I went through the "I want to kill myself seriously" stage that I help people deal with suicide.
Thanks Volt for sharing
I needed to read that.