Postby Midknight74012 » Thu Feb 03, 2011 7:11 pm
Man, it's been nearly a month, all my money is practically gone, this snow storm has hit and my orientation with Sonic was delayed by a week because of it. I once again find my faith wavering. My grandmother has offered to live with her but I really don't want to live there. I simply don't like to live with them. I know that sounds harsh, but in my life, I was never really able to get along with anyone in my family. To have everything God has blessed me with taken away almost instantly. I told of my 10 year long battle against lust to the men at my church, I want to live my life all about God, I want to help those less fortunate then me but I just can't seem to keep things straight. I've reached the point where I'm thinking that my life is not worth living. How am I supposed to do anything if everything I do is in vain?
Psalms 82:3-4
Defend the cause of the weak and fatherless;
maintain the rights of the poor and oppressed.
Rescue the weak and needy;
deliver them from the hand of the wicked.