Hey guys, I need a little prayer for my family right now. Lot's of crazy things have happened it has really messed my family up. I don't want to go into too many details, but let's just say my parents have these two ways of thinking and I don't know what to believe anymore. I'm kinda in the middle in my beliefs. There was a weird thing that took place, but DID NOT happen. Some boundries were were crossed, and the action Mom took was to get away from that so nothing would happen. But, she's kinda acting like something DID happen. But, my Dad is acting like nothing has ever happened AT ALL. I respect my Mom's decision, but she's acting so irrational. I respect my Dad's calmness, but he's so....passive.
It's caused alot of crap to happen in my life and I don't know what to do with that. We haven't been going to church in awhile, but going back just makes me feel some hurt at times. I'd like to go to a new church and maybe make some new friends, and just...start new.
Please, pray that my family will heal, build some strong good relationships, and just become....fixed so it's not broken anymore. I just feel like I want to cry right now, and I don't know what to do. I don't really have any close friends, or anyone I'm really hanging out with, save for a few people I talk to online who are very nice. I just would like to be able to start anew...like a fresh start I guess. So, I guess I'm saying, please pray for me.
Edit: Just so we are clear, it has nothing to do with the relationship between my parents or anything. (They are not getting a divorce or having any trouble like that, but I can understand that people could take my wording the wrong way.) The problem is entirely different from that. But thank you guys so much for the prayers still.