You guys all know me, and know just how awesome I am. Unfortunately, even awesome people fall on bad times.
Right now, I am in a rut in many ways. Financially, emotionally, and a little bit healthwise. (Healthwise, mostly as a result of the other two, so it's not a huge issue.)
Right now I need direction. I'm regretting not taking some huge risks last year, as the safe road is turning out not to be anything I was told it would be. Instead of going across the country to go to school and going into huge debt (risk), I chose to remain where I am and make use of what I have available (safe). This has not worked out at all. I've managed to waste another year here, making no progress at all. The "safe" route has proverbially bitten me in the butt, and I am left wondering if I made a huge mistake.
Please pray that I receive some direction, or Godly council. I have no idea of what to do, or if I should even continue pursuing this dream at this point in time.