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Postby **Kunoichi** » Thu Sep 11, 2008 2:53 pm

Update:

Not as much pain so I was able to do a little bit of housework. Passed out once. Feel drugged but i got a little bit of sleep last night. Doc visit is tomorrow. Financially struggling please pray

Postby **Kunoichi** » Thu Sep 11, 2008 6:07 pm

update:

cuz i overdid it today I am paying for it!!! Please pray for strength

Postby **Shilohan ninja** » Thu Sep 11, 2008 10:56 pm

Father, you know the pain and anguish Kelly is going through right now. I ask that you will ease her pain so she may rest easy tonight. I pray again your peace around Kelly and her husband about their finances, let them know you are there and that you will provide everything they need. Thank you for bringing her through thus far. Now I pray for your strength to dwell within her. Let you heeling rain fall upon her. Be glorified in everything that transpires. May your will be done in this. In the holy name of Jesus,
Amen.
-SN-

Postby **Kunoichi** » Fri Sep 12, 2008 4:53 am

Amen, thankyou Sn

Going to the docs today...

Postby **Kunoichi** » Fri Sep 12, 2008 11:23 am

Ok

Update:

Went to docs. Said he doesn't want to dx me with fibromyalgia off the bat so he is going to send me in for some test. Please pray for this cuz it is coming out of pocket and I don't know if i can pay for it all....i'm flat broke atm for the most part

He did say however that if it IS fibromyalgia..its the worse case he has ever seen...so yea...not good

I'm in a lot of pain right now and i'm having trouble concentrating alot

Also, i did talk to work and they are going to see if there is any work i can do sitting down or something paper work related until i get this figured out.

Thanks all and please continue your prayers they are helping immensly!

God Bless

Kelly

Postby **Kunoichi** » Fri Sep 12, 2008 2:43 pm

update:

Bone scan place called me..even tho they are just charging me the ink AND giving me a discount..I still can't afford it. Please pray that the health department health insurance will come thru in the next ten days..please pray hard..i don't know what I"m going to do to save up for it..thankyou all

Postby **Kunoichi** » Sat Sep 13, 2008 4:10 pm

update:

may lose job over all this or "voluntary resign" rather because I am not sure if i'm going to be able to physically work...also i am applying for a lot of jobs i can do at home...if you have any advice please let me know

God bless

oh yea, needless to say i am struggling with alot of depression..and tested my blood sugar, black outs not due to that so i'm not sure why its happening

Postby **Kunoichi** » Sun Sep 14, 2008 3:34 pm

Update:

excrutiating pain today and added nauseas..struggle with depression has worsened..please pray

Postby **Shilohan ninja** » Sun Sep 14, 2008 10:53 pm

Sister, I wish I could say I have been praying the last couple of days, but that just didn't happen. Not a day has gone by since my last post that I have not thought of you. I feel terrible. I hope you will be able to forgive my neglegence.

Father, in the name of Jesus, I pray that you would brind complete heeling to Kelly's body, please take away the pain. Remind her that you are with her always and that you are her provider. I pray that she will not have to quit job, that they will be able to find work she can handle until she is heeled. But, Lord, if it be your will for her to leave this current job, then please provide, like you have promised so many times in you word. Please give her peace over her finances and her physical condition. Fill her cup with love and joy, that it will overflow into her husband and the rest of her family. Though she is walking through the valley of death's shadow, remind her that you are with her, that she has nothing to fear. May your will be done in Kelly. May you name be praised. In Jesus' holy name, Amen.
-SN-

Postby **Kunoichi** » Mon Sep 15, 2008 11:22 am

Brother,

*hugs you have been faithful in your prayers please you do not need forgiveness

Update: beyond bearable pain last night but the lord has provided financially (and for those that were in chat..thankyou it truly truly helped) , lord has helped me to sell my car which will be 150 so will be almost another month of bills..praise God

Postby **Shilohan ninja** » Mon Sep 15, 2008 2:10 pm

Hallelujah! Glory be to God! It is good to have good news. I will continue to pray for further provision and healing for you, sister. Godspeed.
-SN-

Postby **Kunoichi** » Tue Sep 16, 2008 10:02 am

update:

today isn't too bad...but i do need prayer that i might here back from the bunch of home jobs i applied for *smile thankyou!

Postby **Shilohan ninja** » Tue Sep 16, 2008 10:15 am

Will do. I'm in a similar situation, myself, looking for a job that'll call back. Anywho, Godspeed, Kelly.

Father, I thank you for giving Kelly strength and for continuing to ease her pain. I pray right now that she will find the right job that YOU have for her. Please give her peace about the matter and help her to put it in your more-than-fully capable hands. May you get all the glory and honor in all of this. In the mighty name of you son, Jesus, Amen.
-SN-

Postby **Kunoichi** » Tue Sep 16, 2008 12:40 pm

Amen

Thankyou Jordan

Having you just give me encouragement and everything else has really really helped.

I have go talk to HR tomorrow at my old job and basically tell them i have to quit due to this..and I'm making it worse than it prolly will be so I just hope it isn't as bad as I think it will be.

Postby **Shilohan ninja** » Tue Sep 16, 2008 11:57 pm

I pray that they will be understanding of your situation. I really hate to hear you say those words. May God continue to be gracious and merciful to you in this troubled time, Kelly. Godbless and Godspeed in your recovery. Amen.
-SN-

Postby **Kunoichi** » Wed Sep 17, 2008 12:45 pm

Excrutiating pain!

Quit my job today because I can't work and haven't received any news on the jobs I have applied for (save one which was a scam) PLEASE PRAY!

Postby **Kunoichi** » Thu Sep 18, 2008 1:49 pm

don't feel like going into it but need prayer for sleep, above all else a job etc

Postby **MangArtist** » Thu Sep 18, 2008 6:35 pm

I'm praying for you, sis. =)

Postby **Shilohan ninja** » Thu Sep 18, 2008 8:29 pm

The Lord is my shepard
I shall not want
He makes me lie down in green pastures
He leads me beside still waters
He restores my soul
He leads me in the paths of rightiousness for his name's sake
Yea, though I walk through the valley of death's shadow
I will fear no evil
for you are with me
Your rod and staff, they comfort me
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies
You anoint my head with oil
My cup runs over
Surely goodness and mercy will follow me all the days of my life
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever
Amen
The 23rd Psalm

Father, I thank you that you have promised us your love and peace and provision to us, your chosen ones. I pray that you will continue to heal Kelly-sama and that you will give her peace about her finances. If it be you will let her hear from the job you would want her to have. May your love and joy continually dwell in and through her. In the name of your son, Jesus Christ, Amen.
-SN-

Postby **Kunoichi** » Fri Sep 19, 2008 7:53 am

Thankyou Jordan and Joel *smile

got a little sleep last night due to sleep meds (praise God). but i'm tired, nauseas and still worried - the hard part i think is that i feel like i'm not doing anything "important" ya know? That's one of the hard parts i guess

Postby **Shilohan ninja** » Fri Sep 19, 2008 8:15 am

I know what you mean. I mean, having a little while of doing nothing productive is cool, for the moment. But after a while, it starts to get to ya. May God continue to give you peace about this and bring people into your life that will minister to you further and vice versa. Enya, sister.

Postby **K. Ayato** » Fri Sep 19, 2008 10:38 am

Hey Kun, just curious, but have they ever tested your blood for the presence of the Epstein-Barr virus?

Hang in there, hon. We're all here for you.

Postby **Kunoichi** » Fri Sep 19, 2008 12:24 pm

yea K.Ayato, i had all that done

I'm positive for it..but thats cuz i had mono as a kid. They said it wasn't the case.

Postby **Kunoichi** » Fri Sep 19, 2008 3:16 pm

in extreme pain...i know alot of you ugys are praying if you can get some other ppl (like from your church maybe or something) I'd appreciate it

I don't have insurance, a job, or money...and i'm in a lot of pain. I just want to be able to afford the meds and tests and..sigh* i'm just hurting

Thanks

Postby **Shilohan ninja** » Fri Sep 19, 2008 10:56 pm

I will continue to keep you in my prayers. Would you like me to get some of my myspace friends on the prayer chain for you? Maybe some friends from the other forum I'm on as well? Just say the word and I'll put the word out. We're all here for you, sister. May God continue to give you peace and provide everything you need. Enya - Amen.

[color="Red"]Despite the lies that you're makin'
your love is mine for the takin'
My love is just waitin'
to turn your tears to roses

Despite the lies that you're makin'
your love is mine for the takin'
My love is just waitin'
to turn your tears to roses
I will be the one I will be the one who's gonna hold you
I will be the one that you run to
My love is a burnin', consumin' fire
No, you'll never be alone
when darkness comes you know I'm never far
Hear my whispers in the dark
whispers in the dark

You feel so lonely and ragged
you lay here broken and naked
My love is just waitin' to clothe you in crimson roses
I will be the one who's gonna find you
I will be the one who's gonna guide you
My love is a burnin' consumin' fire

No, you'll never be alone
when darkness comes you know I'm never far
here my whispers in the dark
No, you'll never be alone
when darkness comes you know I'm never far
hear my whispers in the dark
whispers in the dark
whispers in the dark
whispers in the dark

No, you'll never be alone
when darkness comes you know I'm never far
hear my whispers in the dark
No, you'll never be alone
when darkness comes you know I'm never far
hear the whispers in the dark
whispers in the dark
whispers in the dark
whispers in the dark[/color] -Whispers in the Dark by: Skillet

"see the daisies of the field, how beautiful they are, without primp or care... how much more will I care for you, my child?" -Jesus

He will provide, sister. Put your trust in Him. Godbless you and keep you in all things. Godspeed.

-SN-

Postby **Kunoichi** » Sat Sep 20, 2008 7:41 am

*hugs jordan that would be awesome

oo and i love skillet! *smile

yea i'm realizing it may not be all bad to be broke...maybe i'll be able to understand how much money and stuff doesn't matter....God is teaching..I think i'm finally listening..a little at least lol

Postby **Shilohan ninja** » Sat Sep 20, 2008 3:48 pm

Well, it's like my buddy toby says: 'they say you never know what you got 'till it's gone

Sometimes you just gotta stop and listen, listen to your heart, listen to the beat, listen to the rythem, the rythem of the street, and let God speak to you in that still small voice and drink it all in.
(sorry, spazzy PBS moment)

Godspeed, Kelly. Still praying you'll get well soon.
-SN-

Postby **Kunoichi** » Sat Sep 20, 2008 8:10 pm

had a depression breakdown tonight and anxiety attack..sigh* sucker came outta no where too bleh

Postby **Shilohan ninja** » Sat Sep 20, 2008 10:57 pm

So I pray this all will end
Take it a million miles away
I can't go through this again
You're my only hope - Seventh Day Slumber

Lord, I thank you that you've empowered and emboldened Kelly to share with us her struggles. I ask that you would continue to answer her prayers and continue heeling her from the inside out. Let your living water run in, over, and through her in this deep valley of pain and dispair. You have ordained our every days, laid out our destinies. May your will be done in all these things. In the precious and holy name of your son, Jesus Christ, I pray, Amen.
Enya!
-SN-

Postby **Kunoichi** » Sun Sep 21, 2008 8:22 am

Thanks SN

Yea i'm going to start a new therapy (hopefully) that may help..not sure..

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