*points to green line in signature* that really hits home right about now.
I'm sorry...I'm..gonna shut up now...
*crawls into dark hole*at a standstill
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at a standstill
I dunno. I guess I've hit a standstill in my life. I just...the more i think about my life the more it depresses me. The stuff that I was aiming for before, I no longer care about. The things I want...no longer hold meaning. I just..kinda...am lost. I want to go away...and dissappear. I've also realized some things. I'm holding onto some things because they're all i've got. Even if they no longer hold meaning for me...These things being, what college degrees and future jobs I want...and CAA. I don't know...but...they just...do nothing for me anymore....
*points to green line in signature* that really hits home right about now.
I'm sorry...I'm..gonna shut up now...*crawls into dark hole*
*points to green line in signature* that really hits home right about now.
I'm sorry...I'm..gonna shut up now...
*crawls into dark hole*:angel:
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Into the water. Into the truth. [color=Yellow][color=DeepSkyBlue]In your reflection, He lives in you." - He lives in you chorus[/color][/color]
"Slow, love, slow. Time's so fast. Now goes quickly, see Now it's past!
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Into the water. Into the truth. [color=Yellow][color=DeepSkyBlue]In your reflection, He lives in you." - He lives in you chorus[/color][/color]
"Slow, love, slow. Time's so fast. Now goes quickly, see Now it's past!
Soon will come, Soon will last. Wait." [color=Yellow]- Wait (sweeney todd) [/color]
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bakura_fan - Posts: 1289
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Aww, Bakura_fan! D:
I know what it's like, but you know Maybe God has a different idea for you. I truly believe that the changing of our interests could be God changing our hearts toward him. OR maybe you are so unhappy because God is trying to tell you something?
I know I have been there!
always in my prayers!
I know what it's like, but you know Maybe God has a different idea for you. I truly believe that the changing of our interests could be God changing our hearts toward him. OR maybe you are so unhappy because God is trying to tell you something?
I know I have been there!
always in my prayers!
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ChristianKitsune - Posts: 5420
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Perhaps you are spiritually very hungry. I got this way mid-college, and it took me a while to "find the right people" to drag me out of it. Actually, we sort of drug each other along, I suppose.
Remember to take each day as it comes and keep going. You don't want to spiral down into depression and then fulfill the prophecy by dropping out of classes, etc. I will assume you are praying a lot, because you are on CAA. Find some Christian (or at least well-meaning) folks and go do some volunteer work in the community to recharge yourself and feel closer to God.
Strengthened, you might note that the little annoyances don't matter as much anymore.
Praying.
Remember to take each day as it comes and keep going. You don't want to spiral down into depression and then fulfill the prophecy by dropping out of classes, etc. I will assume you are praying a lot, because you are on CAA. Find some Christian (or at least well-meaning) folks and go do some volunteer work in the community to recharge yourself and feel closer to God.
Strengthened, you might note that the little annoyances don't matter as much anymore.
Praying.
"Those who believe will be saved...so they say. Get it?"
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Sister Rosette Christopher
Sorry ladies, already married to HitomiYuriko , but it took both our efforts to come up with daughter Althaia
Please use the Haibane Renmei Lesson Plan
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SP1 - Posts: 861
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well, the thing is I have a job. My husband's the one in college. The thing is...we're trying to find a new place to live, that has a college that will accomadate both of our college needs...but now that I don't know what college stuff I want...it makes it a bit difficult. I dunno. it's weird.
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[color=DeepSkyBlue] "He lives in you. He lives in me. [/color]He watches over everything we see.
Into the water. Into the truth. [color=Yellow][color=DeepSkyBlue]In your reflection, He lives in you." - He lives in you chorus[/color][/color]
"Slow, love, slow. Time's so fast. Now goes quickly, see Now it's past!
Soon will come, Soon will last. Wait." [color=Yellow]- Wait (sweeney todd) [/color]
Into the water. Into the truth. [color=Yellow][color=DeepSkyBlue]In your reflection, He lives in you." - He lives in you chorus[/color][/color]
"Slow, love, slow. Time's so fast. Now goes quickly, see Now it's past!
Soon will come, Soon will last. Wait." [color=Yellow]- Wait (sweeney todd) [/color]
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bakura_fan - Posts: 1289
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Oh, sorry, I totally mis-read your situation.
Pray together with your husband and discuss your feelings with him if you haven't already. It should help.
Pray together with your husband and discuss your feelings with him if you haven't already. It should help.
"Those who believe will be saved...so they say. Get it?"
Sister Rosette Christopher
Sorry ladies, already married to HitomiYuriko , but it took both our efforts to come up with daughter Althaia
Please use the Haibane Renmei Lesson Plan
MOES: Can't scroll this.
Sister Rosette Christopher
Sorry ladies, already married to HitomiYuriko , but it took both our efforts to come up with daughter Althaia
Please use the Haibane Renmei Lesson Plan
MOES: Can't scroll this.
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