Postby Pinecone Tortoi » Sat Jul 14, 2007 12:58 am
Hi!
I know what you mean. I had a lot of angst a while back over whether it was or wasn't okay to proceed with a particular story. Turned out that the time I spent wondering and pondering was a real blessing - it gave me time to think through the moral issues tangled up in the story and once I understood what was giving me problems, I knew how to get around it.
I don't quite agree with Sheol777. Outright mocking/profaning isn't the only thing to be careful of. Sometimes sheer ignorance on the part of the author can lead to promotion of falsehood/heresy. One sci-fi-ish idea I'm considering at the moment was originally intended to be a really neat story with a deliberately Christian message presented in a way that would hopefully get non-Christians thinking and questioning. Sounds grand, right? Well, not quite. I'm not going ahead with it yet because there's still bits about it that I don't think are right. It feels awkward and I suspect there's something fundamentally wrong with it that will either need tweaking or mean that I need to abandon that idea altogether. It's a rough point to be at and more than once I've felt I was bordering on blasphemy/heresy. When that happened, I backed off fast. But something about idea as a whole still seems to have potential, so I haven't completely dropped it yet. The point of this? It's very possible to create something bad without meaning to. We all need to be careful.
I like Tenshi no Ai and AsianBlossom's suggestion of talking about it with someone wise and well grounded. If there's something subtly (or, I suppose, glaringly) wrong with your story that you haven't noticed, perhaps they'd pick up on it and explain it.
I think it's good that you're concerned about it. Experience tells me when I feel there's something iffy, there probably is - which means that rushing it would likely create more problems than it solves. Mind you, the 'iffy bits' may not be outright barriers to going ahead with it. Could just be things you don't quite understand which can be easily avoided/straightened out once you do. I suspect that if I'd gone bulldozing on ahead before I'd properly grasped what was making me squirm in the past, I'd have taken a wrong turn very quickly.
I guess my suggestion is to take the time you need to sort it out but not use this as an excuse to procrastinate. From the sound of your idea, it could turn out to be something pleasing to God and helpful to others. That's not something to put off, but also not something you want to dive into except as God wants you to. I know I find it hard to remember that if it's not God's will for me to do something, then there's no point in me doing it - no matter how 'good' I think it might be. Prayer, cautious pondering and input from others helped me. I'll be praying for you!
Piney.