Postby animegirl1 » Mon Aug 08, 2005 2:26 pm
Hi im april, im 13,im new to this site, i live in texas (and noo i dont have the accent)and about 3 years ago i felt like there was somthing missing in my life and looking for somthing to fill that hole in my heart cause my mom had been a singlle mom, divorced 2 times ,been cheated on, my dad had left me, i had 2 annoying siblings ,and i thought my life was horrible. I had later on moved to two schools cause my mom had gotten married again with my (today)stepdad who had 2 children of his own (wich i thought my life was getting worse by that), but then that summer i had been sent to a christian camp called Coram Deo ,and i had noo idea what was ahead of me. I had wanted a relationship with god soo badly one of the nights i was there, and i could feel god comforting me ,but after camp of course i seemed to go back to my old thoughts and old habits ,and months passed by of going to church untill one special night in my youth service. The leader had said things and i felt he was litterly talking to me saying god loves me and he has a plan for me and i just broke out bawling. I knew in my heart that there was noo excuse the devil could put in my mind to tell me that he wasnt real and that he ldidnt love me cause i could feel him wispering to me saying over and over again to me "april...i love you...april...i love you..."and he embraced me. since then then my relationship with him was like going up and down a hill and it has been improving and now i know my new family was a blessing and i know he has a plan to use my talants in anime for a special purpose although i may not know what it is he has layed out .
god has a plan for everyone and i wanted to share my story soo that mabye it will touch someone who hasnt had a face to face encounter with him.
if its not too much trouble id like to hear some other peoples stories
(ATTENTION:IM NOT A NEWBIE ANYMORE BUT I WOULD STILL LIKE SOME MESSAGES IF THATS OK ^_^)The Letter from God Dear child, Despite your silence, I have heard your soul weeping. Why have you been so unhappy? Have you forgotten my everlasting love for you? Child, you are mine. Why have you not called my name sooner? If you seek me, I will answer. I am your counselor, ready to instruct you and show you which path to take. When you come to me, I will embrace you and silence all your fears. Just remember that I am here to hold you close and dry your tears. I will always be right beside you. Not only am I your father, but your best friend. Do not be afraid to ask for my mercy and forgiveness. I know that its hard to live on earth, so I understand when you fall down once in awhile, ask me for help, and I will pick you up and carry you. No one loves you more than I do. When you feel alone, remember I am beside you. When you feel helpless, remember I offer myself to you. When you feel lost, remember I will lead you, and when you feel forgotten, remember that you are my child and I will love you unconditionally. It is never too late to come home. I will be here waiting, ready to embrace you. I will leave the light on for you. Forever with you, God
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