A bit of Existentialism... but this is how I feel right now...
PostPosted: Sat Aug 13, 2005 10:41 am
A bit of backround... I am not usually THIS existential-like.. I hate feeling this way...so I thought that maybe if I wrote out how I felt it would help... I didn't bother with grammer cus I suck at it anyways... anyway, you all can comment if you want... I hope I will swim away from this feeling..becasue as a non professional artist...or any artist for that matter it is hard to know that creativity is wanning...but hopefully like the moon my creativity will Wax and come back...
I am wading...wading through my shallow creativity.
Nothing comes to my mind... nothing that matters anyways.
Everything I do doesn't seem to make sense...
Everything I am feels like a waste.
"Why is that?" I ask myself.
Why do I feel so lousy?
Why do I just want to cry?
I know inside my heart cries to do something! ANYTHING!
But here I am...stuck in this rut that I can't get out of.
Stuck in this shallow Creativity...
Even though it is shallow... I feel as though I am drowing.
My Shallow Creativity
I am wading...wading through my shallow creativity.
Nothing comes to my mind... nothing that matters anyways.
Everything I do doesn't seem to make sense...
Everything I am feels like a waste.
"Why is that?" I ask myself.
Why do I feel so lousy?
Why do I just want to cry?
I know inside my heart cries to do something! ANYTHING!
But here I am...stuck in this rut that I can't get out of.
Stuck in this shallow Creativity...
Even though it is shallow... I feel as though I am drowing.