Dark feeling resurfacing
PostPosted: Thu Sep 22, 2011 7:09 pm
Hi all,
Previously I was upset with a member from my church because of his looks and his tone of voice, which could just be my imagination. As advices from several people, I have talked to him and have figured out that it is probably my misunderstanding.
However today, that person is saying the same thing and it angers me. I think there is something seriously wrong with me.
After some reflect, I concluded that this anger is coming from my self righteous that I think he does not care about spirit, and cares only about things that can be seen (such as how much you donate to church, how often you attend church, and how much work are you doing for the church).
Please pray for me so that I can say words that is constructive when I meet with him. And please pray that I know how to be patience and be understanding, so that I can have good relationship with sinners that I used to despise. I found revulsion in people that are good at lying, please let me have the strength to change so that I will not get angry at people who sins, but be pitiful at their sins only.
Previously I was upset with a member from my church because of his looks and his tone of voice, which could just be my imagination. As advices from several people, I have talked to him and have figured out that it is probably my misunderstanding.
However today, that person is saying the same thing and it angers me. I think there is something seriously wrong with me.
After some reflect, I concluded that this anger is coming from my self righteous that I think he does not care about spirit, and cares only about things that can be seen (such as how much you donate to church, how often you attend church, and how much work are you doing for the church).
Please pray for me so that I can say words that is constructive when I meet with him. And please pray that I know how to be patience and be understanding, so that I can have good relationship with sinners that I used to despise. I found revulsion in people that are good at lying, please let me have the strength to change so that I will not get angry at people who sins, but be pitiful at their sins only.