For my sister and I
PostPosted: Thu Mar 31, 2011 6:37 am
Well, I haven't put a serious thread up like this in a bit, so here I go.
I received a call from my mom last night, and she wanted to talk serious, and she did. Apparently, there are people in my family who seem to think that my sister and I are ungrateful and we don't fully understand the situation that is going on around us. Which is utter crap. Now, my grandparents have done a lot for she and I, but after my conversation last night with my mom, I have no doubt that a wave of ill-bidding is coming our way. We've been through so much in these past years, its been so hard for my sister and I to cope. But, we are just finally, getting settled into our lives here.
All I can say is, changes will occur and I don't know what kind. And its not definite, but I have a guess that my grandparents are sick of being generous to us, and I think, they may be ready to shuffle my sister off to West Virginia to live with my mom and her new husband! Which is entirely stupid, because my mother can barely afford the apartment they live in. To add another person, plus my sisters animals? That's just unbelievable to me.
From the way my mom was talking, I believe my grandpa might have that idea in mind. And this morning, I had a small anxiety attack on the way to work. It didn't impair my ability to drive, it just felt like someone was squeezing my heart, really, really hard.
So, guys, without further blahing, if you could please pray for my sister and I, my sister needs a job and fast. The deadline, I believe will be July. I don't know what my grandparents and my mom have planned, because nobody will tell me anything and my mom said cryptically; "You'll find out soon." that scares me and that's what gave me that anxiety attack. So prayer, prayer is good. Thank you.
I received a call from my mom last night, and she wanted to talk serious, and she did. Apparently, there are people in my family who seem to think that my sister and I are ungrateful and we don't fully understand the situation that is going on around us. Which is utter crap. Now, my grandparents have done a lot for she and I, but after my conversation last night with my mom, I have no doubt that a wave of ill-bidding is coming our way. We've been through so much in these past years, its been so hard for my sister and I to cope. But, we are just finally, getting settled into our lives here.
All I can say is, changes will occur and I don't know what kind. And its not definite, but I have a guess that my grandparents are sick of being generous to us, and I think, they may be ready to shuffle my sister off to West Virginia to live with my mom and her new husband! Which is entirely stupid, because my mother can barely afford the apartment they live in. To add another person, plus my sisters animals? That's just unbelievable to me.
From the way my mom was talking, I believe my grandpa might have that idea in mind. And this morning, I had a small anxiety attack on the way to work. It didn't impair my ability to drive, it just felt like someone was squeezing my heart, really, really hard.
So, guys, without further blahing, if you could please pray for my sister and I, my sister needs a job and fast. The deadline, I believe will be July. I don't know what my grandparents and my mom have planned, because nobody will tell me anything and my mom said cryptically; "You'll find out soon." that scares me and that's what gave me that anxiety attack. So prayer, prayer is good. Thank you.