Not leaving me be!
PostPosted: Fri Jun 18, 2010 11:32 am
I spent a week of leave in Oceanside, California, just now. I'm going to be in Washington for a week before going to my next duty station - the USS Ohio.
Well, I was dragged to the church I used to go to on Sunday, where my ex-fiance was; it was full of the people who made my life hell for the past 10 months, and they didn't exactly give me a warm welcome. I got a lot of people staring at me, heard a lot of "Oh... it's you," sneers, the whole gamut. The youth pastor would later blame me for it, because according to him I looked less than hostile.
That whole ordeal, and the glimpse I had of my ex that day, has been eating me up all week now. I mean, she looked soulless, in her new "fun" way of life without me. It hurt - especially since one could gather that she had given her virginity to her new boyfriend. Life really, really hurt for a while there.
Just when you think an issue is starting to heal, it just won't leave you be!
With that, please pray that my great uncle would find a donor for a kidney - both of his had cancer, and he's quickly wasting away. He needs a lot of help
Well, I was dragged to the church I used to go to on Sunday, where my ex-fiance was; it was full of the people who made my life hell for the past 10 months, and they didn't exactly give me a warm welcome. I got a lot of people staring at me, heard a lot of "Oh... it's you," sneers, the whole gamut. The youth pastor would later blame me for it, because according to him I looked less than hostile.
That whole ordeal, and the glimpse I had of my ex that day, has been eating me up all week now. I mean, she looked soulless, in her new "fun" way of life without me. It hurt - especially since one could gather that she had given her virginity to her new boyfriend. Life really, really hurt for a while there.
Just when you think an issue is starting to heal, it just won't leave you be!
With that, please pray that my great uncle would find a donor for a kidney - both of his had cancer, and he's quickly wasting away. He needs a lot of help