I'm in Japan now...
PostPosted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 7:51 am
Hey guys! It's been a long time for me since I was here. How's everyone doing? Sorry I've been gone for so long without a word. Things got busy and I lost track. If that's even an excuse.
Anyway, if you can pray for me, I appreciate it. I'm in Japan now and I'm sure most of you guys may be like "What?! I envy you!" but I've actually been struggling in a lot of ways.
Most important of all, I need you guys to pray for me so that I can understand why God has brought me here. It was exciting to be here during the first month or so (since September) and then things started to feel empty and repetitive. I wonder if I've been letting sin and my own selfish motives get in the way of my spiritual life. I mean, you know how it is. Coming here to the land of anime's birthplace, you'd think you'd meet interesting people and be able to go to fun places. I don't know what I was expecting. I guess I thought I'd see people cosplaying all over the place. Kinda silly huh?
Honestly, I don't know where I'm going with this. It's been tough trying to find the places I've wanted to visit and there's temptation to buy so many things (especially clothes) with money that I didn't even earn.
I found a church but I don't know if it's right for me yet either. It's a Korean church and although I do speak Korean, it's hard to keep up when it comes to understanding words during sermons and bible studies. They also seem way too pushy about me staying in there church. I know that church hopping isn't good but I just want to be able to look around for a bit you know? See what my options are.
Well, I wish I could say more but it's long enough as it is. I appreciate everyone who was willing to stick through it up to now. If anyone can pray for me or give me advice, I appreciate it. Hopefully, I can be of some help to you guys from now on too.
Anyway, if you can pray for me, I appreciate it. I'm in Japan now and I'm sure most of you guys may be like "What?! I envy you!" but I've actually been struggling in a lot of ways.
Most important of all, I need you guys to pray for me so that I can understand why God has brought me here. It was exciting to be here during the first month or so (since September) and then things started to feel empty and repetitive. I wonder if I've been letting sin and my own selfish motives get in the way of my spiritual life. I mean, you know how it is. Coming here to the land of anime's birthplace, you'd think you'd meet interesting people and be able to go to fun places. I don't know what I was expecting. I guess I thought I'd see people cosplaying all over the place. Kinda silly huh?
Honestly, I don't know where I'm going with this. It's been tough trying to find the places I've wanted to visit and there's temptation to buy so many things (especially clothes) with money that I didn't even earn.
I found a church but I don't know if it's right for me yet either. It's a Korean church and although I do speak Korean, it's hard to keep up when it comes to understanding words during sermons and bible studies. They also seem way too pushy about me staying in there church. I know that church hopping isn't good but I just want to be able to look around for a bit you know? See what my options are.
Well, I wish I could say more but it's long enough as it is. I appreciate everyone who was willing to stick through it up to now. If anyone can pray for me or give me advice, I appreciate it. Hopefully, I can be of some help to you guys from now on too.