CAA: Christian Anime Alliance

Hey guys its animewarrior here. For you who don't know I'm on the Goof Off threads alot but post on the others some as well.

I just wanted to ask for prayer. I have been kinda depressed lately and apathetic but I think its even more than that. I feel really worn out and today I started CRYING because I couldn't decide between an Ipod Nano or a PSP. NOW that is SAD to cry over. I didn't really cry because of that though. I think I'm either going to go insane or do something I'll regret of I don't get this out of my system.

I have really been feeling demonic aura's around lately. I was at a friends house who is also a Christian and I couldn't stop shaking because well...them... I know Christians are supposed to not fear demons but honestly I was shaking so hard I couldn't stop. I've also been having really VIVID nightmares and even when I don't dream I wake up more tired than I was when I went to bed. That or I just lie awake all night. Its really NOT fun. I just want to curl up and die somedays.

I know I have it way better than a lot of you. Both of my parents are Christians and I can talk to them about basically anything. I feel bad for even thinking about my problems actually....

But I just need your guys prayers now... please....

- Sincerely,
animewarrior

Dear Jesus,

Please help and protect Anime Warrior. Thank you.
Amen.

thanks, SailorDove. *small smile*

I can relate. My prayer wasn't real wordy, sorry. But I also pray you have a good night's rest tonight with that "peace that surpasses understanding."

One thought that helps me is remembering that verse, "Be still and know that I am God."

26In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. 27And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God's will.
Romans 8:26-27

God understands...just remember that He will never leave you --He is with you in this and will help you through it.

They call it "the dark night of the soul." It is a very hard time, but praise God it is temporary.

Write again and let us know how you're doing from time to time, ok? I'd love to hear what God will show you/teach you through this hard time in your life.

Feeling apathetic, crying randomly, not being able to sleep, waking up tired... It sounds to me like you may want to see a counselor. The things you mentioned can often be symptoms of depression or anxiety. I will be praying for you, but in addition to praying it may be a good idea to seek help. God might be wanting to send a counselor or pastor into your life to help you get things straightened out. Keep us updated, and again I will be praying for you.

meboeck (post: 1198455) wrote:Feeling apathetic, crying randomly, not being able to sleep, waking up tired... It sounds to me like you may want to see a counselor. The things you mentioned can often be symptoms of depression or anxiety. I will be praying for you, but in addition to praying it may be a good idea to seek help. God might be wanting to send a counselor or pastor into your life to help you get things straightened out. Keep us updated, and again I will be praying for you.

ahaha. funny you should mention I should go to a pastor or a counselor. My dad happens to be a pastor:sweat:.... and I just don't trust counselors. They are nice and all but no thank you I don't want a shrink. I have noticed my symptoms are lining up in the depression/sucidal lines already. A classmate did a report on stress and a lot of those symptoms showed up as well. But I think with you guys's prayers and stuff I should be fine.

~Thank you very much those who have prayed for me.~

Whenever you go into a situation with those types of presences put on the Armour of God (ephesians chapter 6 I want to say? somewhere in there), and just pray about it.
As for your depression and whatnot, definitely consider talking to someone about it. And also just keep in prayer about it, and give it to God, he can handle it. And pray about what you should do about it, and just listen to what He tells you to do.

You have my prayers......Remember that you've got someone on ur side who is more powerful then any threats or powers these demons hang over you.....They don't have the control they say they do......

thanks guys.... appreciate it.... *err tomorrows Valentines Day* GREEEEAAAATTTT ....

Hey guys just updating... I've really been depressed all day. I didn't get even like 5 minutes of sleep last night so that doesn't help. I guess I just want some more prayer...thanks in advance....