Right now, there are a fair number of things going on in my life that I have minimal to no control over, and some of them are going pretty much in the exact opposite direction of what I personally want. It's hard to explain - a good deal of unpleasant things have happened in the past six weeks or so, and I seem to be having some problems trusting them to God rather than my own abilities. In short, I can't seem to fully accept God's will lately, and as a result I've been left depressed, resentful, bitter, and apathetic.
I'm trying to work it out. Please pray that I can.