Well, for the past month I've been sick. Four weeks ago I started to cough. The next week I was sick with a high fever and had to stay out of school. The third week I started taking a z-pack to clear it up since I was wheezing and still had a fever (I also have asthma). My cough is coming back, and the I feel exhausted. I'm not sure what is wrong with me, and the other day I coughed up blood. I don't really know what I should do since it's not very bad... yet.
Also, with everything I've been through (divorce, my mom dying... stuff) I don't have many feelings. Maybe it'll go away after time, but I've had this numbness for so long and I'm tired of it. I do laugh, but it's more because "Haha that's stupid" than the fact that I'm enjoying it. I guess I'm just frustrated with everything.
Thanks for reading and your prayers are appreciated.