I could ramble on and on and explain every tiny detail, but, I don't even know if that matters. All that does matter is that my relationship with the Lord has been so bad lately and, for months, not one thing has made me happy. I've pretty much had to put on an act for everyone around me and become quite physically ill. I know I'm annoying for my worrying and problems (and for this reason I kept from saying anything for a long while, I didn't want to be annoying), but I miss the Lord. I know I need Him back, I want it back, but I just can't get close to Him and get my faith to where it use to be...feel so exhausted and ill.
If you could pray, I'd...really appreciate it. Thanks and God bless...