Arg. I had a fair-sized response to the two previous posts, and then my browser decided to do one of those auto-backspaces when I hit the backspace button. Great.
My anger flared again yesterday in 5th hour, and I regret what I did...because it wasn't worth being so upset over. I had been writing out my story of the past few weeks for my counselor, and the anger overthrew me and lashed out at a friend of mine....I do hope she is willing to forgive me....stupid, stupid.
Ha, and SP, I could only wish for that to happen.

I've made it clear on here that I've always got a Bible on hand XD
Edit, this just caught my mind:
They say self-injury is addicting, and boy is it true. I've been having to analyze everything I do, because I've got a lot of nervous habits that are self-injurous. It's an addiction for me, all these other things, simply because a few of them I've been doing since a young age, and others I've picked up over the years. And I can't stop, even though I've tried.
Thank God I haven't been courageous enough to make the second cut. Because if I were, it would have been made by now...):
And all I feel is friction, I don't want it...I hate this addiction.~